September 26th, 2006

i hate you.

Posted by takbo_bilis at 07:26 PM on September 26, 2006.

i hate you.
i hate you for making me fall so hard.
i hate you for knowing the exact words to make me feel bad.
i hate you for knowing the exact time to hurt me.
i hate you for making me run after you.
i hate you for all this shit.
i hate you you god damn bitch.

but i dont know why until now. i still love you.
i love you. dont you know that?
i love you.
maybe because you make me smile every single day of my goddamn life.
you know the exact words to make me feel so goddamn good.
why is it that everytime you hold me, all my pains and worries go away?
one smile. and my whole world changes.

i have always imagined a love like this.
until i met you i didnt give true love much thought, but since
you came into my life, i struggle desperately to find the words to tell you how much i love you- how lucky i am. it is difficult for me to verbalize my feelings for you, because mere words cant begin to express my deep love. i pledge myself to you now, to be yours forever.
there is only one person i will love completely. and i am so grateful. that person is you. true to my word, when i told you i love you. i meant loving you as long as i live.
for this i am sure. you are my one and only. and no matter what happen. i promise to stand beside you as your partner, to stand before you as your defender, to stand behind you as your supporter.
I fell in love before I met you.
I have learned that the hardest part of falling in love is to love so much then only at the end I have to let go. But until I let go and let god take control of this heart… I wouldn’t have met you… you who wiped those tears away and gave me a new life to live… you who taught me what real love is…
And now here we are together and life is sweeter and more complete than I have ever imagined it could be. I’m glad I trusted my heart to lead the way to love… and to you. But until now I’m still wondering how did you know that my heart has
been longing for this love…
I promise to accept the way you are… I fell in love with you for the qualities, abilities, and outlook in life that you have, and I won’t try to reshape you in a different image.
I promise to grow along with you… to be willing to face change as we both change in order to keep our relationship strong. And finally, I promise to love you in good times and in bad, with all I have to give and all I feel inside in the only way I know how… complete and forever…
It seemed like forever that I longed for a soul mate, hiding a secret ache in my heart that never was satisfied… I can remember staring out at quiet star-filled nights, whispering prayers that someday, somewhere, I would find that one special person who was meant for me. I waited and dreamed and dreamed and waited. After a while, I began to think my dream was exactly that-only a dream. Then, my love… I met you.
“you were just a dream that I once knew, never thought that I’d be right for you”.
When you hold me, I feel like nothing else matters more than the love I found in you…
When you look at me, I can see how much you love me. Your eyes tell me the closeness we share is something deep, something we could have only found with each other. Only with you can I capture a moment where I know what it’s like to feel heaven, only with you have I felt so safe, so loved. I began to see myself in a new perspective… with a brighter view of the future because I know you will be there with me…
When I met you, I had no idea how much life was about to be changed… the love like ours happens only once in a lifetime… you are a miracle to me, the one who was everything I had ever dreamed of, the one I thought existed only in my imagination…
thank you… two words… two syllables… so tiny… yet in these words, we say so many things… you are a lifetime friend, and you hold a special place in my heart that no one could ever replace.
When we were born, the soul we were given splits apart. And half of it is given to someone else… so all our lives, we’re looking for the person with the other half of our soul... we may be different and we may be apart. But my soul has found yours and your soul has found mine.


takbo na!

March 24th, 2006

far away

Posted by takbo_bilis at 04:12 PM on March 24, 2006 as a favorite post.

"Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go

Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you,
I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know


I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along

And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

1 ang tumakbo

March 22nd, 2006

salamat

Posted by takbo_bilis at 12:30 PM on March 22, 2006.

salamat..

sa lahat ng masasaya at di gaanong masayang mga alaala..

sa mga masasayang club time..

sa masasayang silay.. (eew, lesbo..)

sa masasayang batian tuwing umaga.. (mula sa aming bintana..)

sa lahat lahat..

saludo ako sa ineong lahat.. ang husay mehn..

sana ay walang makakalimot.. galingan neo sa college ha..

mela:

thanks big time.. as you step into college.. i truly wish.. that you remain the same.. stay strong and always remember that im here for you.. i will still be praying for you.. ung big mac mo.. next time nln.. haha.. salamat sa two years na naging kaibigan kta.. ingat ka plgi at mamimiss kta ng sobra.. hugs and kisses from me to you..  ingat..

mamimiss kta at mahal na mahal kita..Ü

jia:

jia.. salamat sa kaunting panahon na ngkakilala tayo.. ako ay tlagang ngenjoy.. sna we remain friends khit college kna.. and keep in touch ha.. ill miss you.. big time..Ü

ill miss you and lab kita..Ü

ate tiudy:

khit na nung una takot na takot ako sayo.. takot na takot p rin ako sayo.. haha.. namimiss n kta. now pln.. mamimiss kta ng sobra sobra.. mgiingat k plgue ha.. at dpat plgue kang mgnda tulad ko.. haha..

ill miss you.. labs you..

ate abi:

kung alam mo ln.. crush n crush kita last year,, kmi n val.. haha.. pero wla na un.. thanks sa onting time n nging frnds tayo...

miss you mehn..

ate pepet:

isa kang mahusay na presidente.. salamat po.. aun.. ansaya neong kabonding lalo na nung gmgwa tayo ng booth..Ü ingat sa college..

sa mga hindi ko nabanggit.. wla ln.. sori.. bsta salamat.. saludo ako sa ineo..Ü

takbo na!

March 20th, 2006

two four

Posted by takbo_bilis at 02:33 PM on March 20, 2006.

yahoo.. tpos na ang sy 2005 -2006... hnd nko sophomore!.. isa nkong junior.. hnd p pla.. onti nln..

etong entry nato ay para ln s mga taong mahal ko.. haha.. joke.. para to sa mga taong ngbigay ng ngiti sa aking mga labi sa nakaraang taon..

sa aking pnka mamahal n mga guro..

ms jucutan - mgling po kaung adviser.. ansaya saya neo.. f4.. cmon.. ill keep that secret.. haha.. ms pena - nkktuwa po kayo.. ang kulet kulet neo at ang cute cute neo pa.. mrs ramirez - nako ms.. sna hnd nln kau nabuntis.. ang gling gling neo mgturo.. da best po kayo.. ms arceo - nkakamiss po ung pagbow ntin sa isat isa.. ms espi - ms!.. antalino neo.. sobra.. idol ko kayo,, khit na ang hirap nung exam.. aus ln po.. mrs magtrayo! - khit po nasapak neo ako nung last day.. okei ln po.. the best htl ever.. ang gling neo po sa health.. bilib ako sa ineo!.. ms peds - wla ln. plgue k nman kau nkkta eh.. kaya wala ln.. at shempre sa aking payborite!...

mrs cusi! -ang aking magiting na math teacher.. isa kang dakilang guro!.. kung wala ka.. ewan ko nalang.. talagang napapangiti mo ko.. kya nga hindi ko mtnggap na aalis ka na.. oh no.. wag naman.. mahal na mahal kita miss.. pinaiyak mo pko nung last day.. grbe ka.. huhuntingin kita sa metro east kala mo...

ang barkada ko..

ethel.. - wla ln.. sna makinig k n skin noh!.. makulet ka eh.. haha.. jenell - uy.. mai secret.. haha.. hayaan neo.. hnd ako tutol sa ineo.. haha.. kala.. santi - eto tlga sang tunay kong kasundo.. prehong preho kmi ng ugali.. pero hnd ng pgiisip.. ewan ko b.. haha.. anj - baybeh.. love it.. hyaan mo dt nrin ako pg senior na tayo,, haha..

nikki - bestfrnd.. tunay na kaibigan.. mahal na mahal na mahal ko to..

shmpre mahal ko din ung iba..

2-4

the best mehn.. heaven twing andito ako.. pat, marah, marga, char2, raia, ikka, meg, bern, mabelle, kit, koox, khrizia, rielle, tracy, bea..

mara - thanks.. big time ka!..

carla - favorite seatmate ko.. walang tatalo sayo.. parang alaska..Ü

ang isa ko pang barkada..

jenny- pota. hnd mo ln alm kung gaano kita namimiss.. ewan dko alam ung tmang gramar.. pero miss n miss n kta. paula - salamat.. sa lhat lhat. ayah- tennis buddy.. cge mgpka fit tayo.. ufel - wla ln.. kitakits sa neverland. ong - painom haha.. gling ng eheads.. joy - miss u big time.. blik n kau dito.. at shmpre..

mau-- big time ka ha.. mai sarili ka pang espasyo.. anupaman.. ansaya mong ktbi sa bus at kakwntuhan. at ktxt at lhat na.. you rock my world big time korn..

mhal ko kayo..

ayun.. thnks for making this year uber special.. ung s mga hnd ko na banggit.. next time nln.. ung s seniors.. may sarili kayo pero bukas nln..

takbo na!

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