September 26th, 2006

i hate you.

Posted by takbo_bilis at 07:26 PM on September 26, 2006.

i hate you.
i hate you for making me fall so hard.
i hate you for knowing the exact words to make me feel bad.
i hate you for knowing the exact time to hurt me.
i hate you for making me run after you.
i hate you for all this shit.
i hate you you god damn bitch.

but i dont know why until now. i still love you.
i love you. dont you know that?
i love you.
maybe because you make me smile every single day of my goddamn life.
you know the exact words to make me feel so goddamn good.
why is it that everytime you hold me, all my pains and worries go away?
one smile. and my whole world changes.

i have always imagined a love like this.
until i met you i didnt give true love much thought, but since
you came into my life, i struggle desperately to find the words to tell you how much i love you- how lucky i am. it is difficult for me to verbalize my feelings for you, because mere words cant begin to express my deep love. i pledge myself to you now, to be yours forever.
there is only one person i will love completely. and i am so grateful. that person is you. true to my word, when i told you i love you. i meant loving you as long as i live.
for this i am sure. you are my one and only. and no matter what happen. i promise to stand beside you as your partner, to stand before you as your defender, to stand behind you as your supporter.
I fell in love before I met you.
I have learned that the hardest part of falling in love is to love so much then only at the end I have to let go. But until I let go and let god take control of this heart… I wouldn’t have met you… you who wiped those tears away and gave me a new life to live… you who taught me what real love is…
And now here we are together and life is sweeter and more complete than I have ever imagined it could be. I’m glad I trusted my heart to lead the way to love… and to you. But until now I’m still wondering how did you know that my heart has
been longing for this love…
I promise to accept the way you are… I fell in love with you for the qualities, abilities, and outlook in life that you have, and I won’t try to reshape you in a different image.
I promise to grow along with you… to be willing to face change as we both change in order to keep our relationship strong. And finally, I promise to love you in good times and in bad, with all I have to give and all I feel inside in the only way I know how… complete and forever…
It seemed like forever that I longed for a soul mate, hiding a secret ache in my heart that never was satisfied… I can remember staring out at quiet star-filled nights, whispering prayers that someday, somewhere, I would find that one special person who was meant for me. I waited and dreamed and dreamed and waited. After a while, I began to think my dream was exactly that-only a dream. Then, my love… I met you.
“you were just a dream that I once knew, never thought that I’d be right for you”.
When you hold me, I feel like nothing else matters more than the love I found in you…
When you look at me, I can see how much you love me. Your eyes tell me the closeness we share is something deep, something we could have only found with each other. Only with you can I capture a moment where I know what it’s like to feel heaven, only with you have I felt so safe, so loved. I began to see myself in a new perspective… with a brighter view of the future because I know you will be there with me…
When I met you, I had no idea how much life was about to be changed… the love like ours happens only once in a lifetime… you are a miracle to me, the one who was everything I had ever dreamed of, the one I thought existed only in my imagination…
thank you… two words… two syllables… so tiny… yet in these words, we say so many things… you are a lifetime friend, and you hold a special place in my heart that no one could ever replace.
When we were born, the soul we were given splits apart. And half of it is given to someone else… so all our lives, we’re looking for the person with the other half of our soul... we may be different and we may be apart. But my soul has found yours and your soul has found mine.


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